Anonymous asked: why dud you stop drawing/commisions???

i spent all day drawing today i go to an arts charter school what do you want from me

Anonymous asked: whatt does your room look like?

shit

Anonymous asked: lsp

look or act like b/c I’m not as sassy as lsp unfortunately 

Anonymous asked: you remind me of Bulma

I can dig it

Anonymous asked: Go kill your selfNot nice is it?

Anonymous asked: I love how pretentious and self righteous you are about so many offensive things and then you turn around and make light of suicide, despite claiming to be suicidal yourself. Even if something like that wouldn't set you off, it doesn't mean it wouldn't set someone else up. grow the fuck up.

Anonymous asked: do more drawing/comissions

Anonymous asked: /34258271781 To your friend trying to simplify that I control what you post, that's not it, at all. It's agonizing for fat people/friends to watch thin people go "omg i'm so fat" when what you mean is "I hate my body and I feel like I'm fat because beauty standards are fucked up". You're not fat, you hate yourself. There is help. I want you to be well, and I also want you to not contribute to a toxic system. You're against racism, why not be against other forms of bullshit too?

I didn’t know that was considered thinspo?

It’s just a post of a girl’s body who I find atractive. If you notice she has a stomach pouch and distinguishable breasts, I wouldn’t say that’s what pro-ana/mia people would be looking for in a thinspo image. Do I have to tag all photos of thin girls as thinspo? 

Another thing, defining the line between “fat” and not “fat” and who deserves to feel fat and who doesn’t isn’t a very nice thing. 5 months ago I was 80 lbs heavier than I am now. I’ve had “the fat girls perspective” I have my whole life. I’ve fluctuated in weight drastically in many episodes of my life. So yea I do mean I’m so fat, I think I’ve earned the right to feel like that sometimes. 

Just because I talk about myself that way doesn’t mean I feel the same way about others. If you’ve noticed I post a lot of chubby and fat girls/boys I find attractive. I post about all body types, because I’m attracted to all sorts of body types!! I also reblog a lot of bodyy-posi articles and doo-dads.

I may not actively try to debate body hate with bloggers like I do racisim because honestly not a lot of body hate ends up on my dash. I have debated bloggers about it in the past, and if a post arises you bet I’ll put my 2 cents in because honestly let’s face it who can contain my huge ass jugernaut mouth

Telling me I shouldn’t write about feeling fat because it makes other girls feel worse about themselves is like telling an anorexic to just eat because there are people starving not out of “choice”. Guilting me for feeling bad because it might make others feel bad is not an ok thing. People venting isn’t contributing to hate culture and I’m pretty offended that you accused me of contributing. 

but hay I might be wrong about all of this i would’nt know b/c im not fat/never was fat enough to understand

Anonymous asked: Look, I'm sorry that you feel shitty about yourself but you're not fat. You are thin, and saying that you're fat makes me want to roll my eyes at you and gtfo. However, I know it's because society is fucked up and you're young and hurting, not because you're trying to be an ass. Please get help for your ED/dysmorphia. And please tag thinspo, I like you but I don't want to see that shit.

I don’t remeber posting thinspo.

If you could please tell me the post number so I can tag it and try to tag similar photos in the future I would really appreciate it. 

Anonymous asked: post more drawings??

Most of my digital illustrations like this take me about 4-5+ hours and that’s just the line-art.

I have a lot of state testing going down right now and some personal internal stuff dragging me down atm. I apologize for my slow pace, I just can’t find the time and or willpower. I will get back on track, all I’m asking for is for ya’ll to bare with me.

I’m a bum & I’m sorry

Anonymous asked: I see you drink Tab. Is that cuz you thin youre fat? cuz youre not. You could be drink Coke if you wanted to.

Anonymous asked: do you drink tab because of homestuck??

mmmmmost deff UwU regvb3212frgvber 

Anonymous asked: no. begging for attention is something you should feel bad about. you look pathetic.

you can call me pathetic all you want

just dont call me late for dinner

BU Dum TIssssssss